Monday, October 3, 2011

Ever have one of them days??

Did you ever have one of those days where you could eat the house if they let you lol yea right let’s not try that my banded friends.  But I seriously felt wide open this past weekend and wow on Saturday I was having a tough time curbing my cravings.  I don’t really know what triggered them but they were trying to take over!  I didn’t allow myself to give in I just kept walking away from the kitchen telling myself I didn’t want to do it. It’s a total mind game .. I swear I’m not crazy but I do talk to myself when food is involved.   I don’t have anything in the house that would allow me to cheat but during my walk Saturday night I walked by a bakery … and I heard it calling me taunting me to come in but I didn’t.  I’m not to the point where I’ve allowed myself to cheat on sweets, I honestly don’t think I’m strong enough not go back to my old habits.  They say (the elder bandsters) to feed the craving but what happens if you don’t have the will to stop?  What happens if you’re the type of person that will fuel the craving? What if one just isn’t enough and hubby finds me on the street corner like one of them junkies on TV overdosing on a box of doughnuts (of course I’m exaggerating, maybe lol) ... I know one day I will treat myself but for right now I just can’t do it.  It’s so hard to just say no.  In the mean time I will just dwell in my day dream of a glazed doughnut..who knows if it will even go down but hey a girl can dream.  
What do you all do to curb your cravings?


  1. I am going through craving-ville right now as we speak.. Im blogging and commenting on blogs - keeping me far away from the kitchen!!

    Other than that, I work on my music or knit!

  2. Its the worst!! I'm trying to do other things as well i wish there was another way though.